Riza Nurhadi

I just found a new interesting web application. this application called to-do-list application. its just a tool to create lists of things you wanna do. here is the web : tadalist.com just check it out. its fun :)

so what are my happiness is.. my friend ~ i wish she is my girlfriend... told me that you should buy yourself something that you need... yes.. i need things like laptop to support my work... yes.. i need gadget to look cool. yes.. i need car to impress all the girls... but i just realized that what i need is happiness.. and interact with the people that i care about is really my happiness.. and sometimes interacting cost money... so i don't care about stuff and things that maybe can make me happy but just for a while until i get bored then i found her... just sitting or watching or talking to her, her smiley, her laugh, her face, her hair, her body... everything bout her is makes me happy... i think i just need something that makes my soul happy and its not a thing but its some kind of relationship ... a good relationship that is... a family... i want to give everything to have a family and someone who would cry for me if i'm gone..

my sister got chickenpox one weeks ago. its almost 2 weeks now. and she already hype and ready to dance again. anyway at first few days ... mm 2 or maybe 3 days i decided to leave the house. its because i just can sick for now. i need job to get money to live. thats all the reason. so now ive been living as parasite in my friends house. i just hope he doesnt get bored of me. it said that chickenpox can easily spread through coughs or sneezes. or through direct or indirect contact with ill individuals. i just hope i wont get sick in future. or should i ? or should i leave the house and get a room??